Personally, I love maths, although maths doesn't like me.
I mean that my mind isn't very good at handling very abstract stuff, it is a visual mind. High level maths I (tried) to learn in (preparation) school after baccalaureate (certificate got after 18) were mostly high over my head.
But simple maths manipulated in Processing: arithmetic, trigonometry, geometry, statistics, etc. are OK. It can become harder with 3D or physics, but it isn't so hard.
What is nice with Processing is that you are able to quickly visualize the maths, see if something is wrong, play with formulae, tweak them, etc.
Your example, using a sine of sine, looks more like an experiment (what if...) than a real world formula, unless I miss something, which is probable anyway...
Looking at my local library, I saw a number of accessible math books, showing them in a playful side, with lot of illustrations and simple terms.
Don't feel silly to get them and read them, I am sure they can help a lot, and are the entry point for more complex books. And hey, at a library, if the book doesn't please you, you just bring them back and try another!